"Oh? But I thought you knew everything, Oniichan!" Alluka explains, putting her inflated ideal of him on display. She backs down a little however, afraid to demand too much of her loving sibling. Her voice is gentle when she says "But if you don't, it's okay."

She then goes on to awkwardly recount her experience, not knowing when to stop. "Ever since I met Mr. big, scary monster, I've, um, been playing with it a little sometimes. When I do, something comes out.." She's completely red as she says this, everything laid on display for Killua except the thing she wants him to touch the most. She's really fickle when she's drunk. wanting both to shrink away and to somehow convince him at the same time. All she knows from being groped by the monster is that it feels so good, even doubly so when somebody else does it.