*even more confounded now, killua watches her pace around the room. it seems she's in the same predicament as him, unable to experience her own feelings anymore -- or at least, the ones revolving around gon. what is her connection to him? for that matter, what's his? he tries to envision his face, his scent, but it's as if the memories have just slipped away from him, not important enough to remember anymore. gon. gon, his best friend. gon, his...*

i think... he might be my boyfriend.

*stunned by his own realization, he looks down at his fists, frustrated tears beginning to prick at his own eyes.*

then why can't i feel anything?