descendsanathema: kalluto mildly upset. so pretty much the only way he looks. (main)
descendsanathema ([personal profile] descendsanathema) wrote in [community profile] endlessairship 2023-09-13 10:06 am (UTC)

Mhmm.

*With deep breaths, Kalluto worked his trembling down to errant, sporadic chatters. There wasn't a burning intensity any more to the after-image written by Killua's thumb.*

I missed you too, maybe more than Gon. But I can't...

*Scrunching up his face a little, Kalluto was frustrated trying to explain. Images coursed through his mind of the buffet.*

...When you're hungry, the eating is tied to the need, so you feel better. But this is just...

*He squeezes Killua tight as he can, enslaved by a lingering memory that still thinks Killua is twice his height, a piece that was just beyond the reach of his oldest brother's machinations.*

It's like I'm throwing it all down a pit where I can't see the bottom. But now... I can't not see it.

Please don't go away.

*He needed to tell Killua. Within the minute, or he never would, because he felt it getting harder and harder to push himself.*

Don't want you to leave.

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