You got it almost just about on the head. Pitou nods slightly.
We were toxins. Could feel no pain. I cut off my own finger and it just grew back. But we were what we considered our worst traits. All of my hatred and animal instincts all rolled up into one.
I wanted to kill him. At this time Gon..Gon had recently broken away from me. I blamed Killua. When I realized I couldn’t do that in there, we came to a..agreement. We learned more about each other.
In the sauna we both still sat. I felt different but didn’t realize it. I had forgotten about Gon. All my hatred and more was gone. I felt free.
What is still somewhat confusing is I remember the experience simultaneously. Conversation in the slime and in the sauna itself. As we tried to find our way out, our bodies were trying to find a way to recover their toxic emotions.
Do I feel better about recombining? I can’t say for certain. It’s arguably better than being stuck in that machine.
Never. Ever. Go there. If you leave without trying to recover yourself, you won’t be yourself. She emphasizes the seriousness of the room.
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Date: 2023-12-09 12:25 pm (UTC)You got it almost just about on the head. Pitou nods slightly.
We were toxins. Could feel no pain. I cut off my own finger and it just grew back. But we were what we considered our worst traits. All of my hatred and animal instincts all rolled up into one.
I wanted to kill him. At this time Gon..Gon had recently broken away from me. I blamed Killua. When I realized I couldn’t do that in there, we came to a..agreement. We learned more about each other.
In the sauna we both still sat. I felt different but didn’t realize it. I had forgotten about Gon. All my hatred and more was gone. I felt free.
What is still somewhat confusing is I remember the experience simultaneously. Conversation in the slime and in the sauna itself. As we tried to find our way out, our bodies were trying to find a way to recover their toxic emotions.
Do I feel better about recombining? I can’t say for certain. It’s arguably better than being stuck in that machine.
Never. Ever. Go there. If you leave without trying to recover yourself, you won’t be yourself. She emphasizes the seriousness of the room.