*now wracked by horror more powerful than any he's ever known, killua drops his head into his hands, claws reemerging to dig into his scalp instead. he can't even imagine gon in the state kalluto described, can't imagine his brilliant light leaving his eyes and leaving him an empty shell. his heart feels raw, beating exposed in a torn open chest. he realizes now that he never knew the meaning of pain until he learned to love.*
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Date: 2023-11-26 03:03 am (UTC)*now wracked by horror more powerful than any he's ever known, killua drops his head into his hands, claws reemerging to dig into his scalp instead. he can't even imagine gon in the state kalluto described, can't imagine his brilliant light leaving his eyes and leaving him an empty shell. his heart feels raw, beating exposed in a torn open chest. he realizes now that he never knew the meaning of pain until he learned to love.*