*killua's heart aches at the thought of the other him, standing up for the two allukas against everything he'd ever known. betraying her now would put his alter to shame.*

you're right, i... i just have to talk to her.

*she must have been planning to heal him all along, right? she'd only hurt him because she knew she could fix him like before. that was the only thing that made sense... but if what kalluto's told him was true, and her power was more of a cosmic balancing than a conscious ability... could he really believe it would spare him?*