endless airship, a hunter x hunter dressing room

*the tension in his hands strikes through the rest of his body at the mention of their eldest brother, freezing his blood to ice in his veins. but he can't feel illumi's unmistakable, oppressive presence anywhere in the room, just the pulse of kalluto's defensive aura. forcibly retracting his claws, he reaches for his brother's hand, giving it a gentle tug back to reality.*

in me? what do you mean...?