*killua can tell he’s starting to freak gon out and he curses himself for not being able to hold his emotions in like usual. there’s just something about gon’s earnest attention that makes him forget all of his careful training, turning him into the inexperienced child he truly is. in all honesty he’d be more comfortable doing this for gon than letting him do it for him, but he can’t deny gon anything when he’s looking at him with those big brown eyes and practically begging for it, holding him like he’s the most precious thing in the world. he didn’t get into this situation because it was comfortable, anyway. he did it because he wanted gon to tear him open and find out who he really is inside.
screwing his eyes shut, he nods feverishly again, rocking his hips to press himself willingly into gon’s hand.*
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Date: 2023-01-10 05:19 am (UTC)screwing his eyes shut, he nods feverishly again, rocking his hips to press himself willingly into gon’s hand.*