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Kitty Room (SFW&NSFW)

Bisky carefully lifted the girl onto her back and walked out of the beach room. Her arms securing the child’s legs. As she left the room her clothes seemed to snap back onto her as swiftly as they had left. She walked carefully whispering reassurances to Alluka as she went. Until she saw the door the girl spoke of. The door was open and she could her the soft meows of cats.

She entered the room, at first not noticing the ears and tail that appeared on her. Here we go, Alluka. This is a nice little safe space. Warm and cozy.

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[Alluka watches in distress as they fight, wanting to say something without irritating either of them. She's only given a chance to talk when Bisky directs at her.]

W-well, it's really cool you managed to do that while looking so pretty..but STOP hitting him. He's just a little rude sometimes..I'm sorry.

*killua winces as her fist smashes into his skull with way more force than her tiny frame should be able to muster. head throbbing, he glares at her with painful tears in his eyes.*

well if nen can make you look like this, it’s gotta be powerful. you said you taught me in the future?

She narrows her eyes at him before crossing her arms. I’ll take that as a compliment..

Nen is capable of many things. Depending on where you fall in your category and what kind of ability you develop. I taught both of you. Technically you learned the basics from one of my students.

Currently I’m drilling Gon in the basics as well as some more..advanced teachings as he progresses rather quickly due to being an enhancer.

If I had to guess your category is still the same as I know it.

[There Goes Bisky, with all that jargon she couldn't understand. Still sleepy, Alluka doesn't bother trying to get it. This journey was for her big brother to go on. She probably wouldn't be good at Nen, she tells herself.

She returns to the beanbag and yawns, curling up with her tail coiled around her as she watches them.]

Whatever you guys do, remember you're in a room full of fragile little kitties, okay?

*most of this is still a bit hard to follow, but killua listens attentively and tries to absorb as much as he can, nodding his aching head. he glances over at alluka as she wanders off, heeding her warning.*

of course. when can we start?

She hums. I suppose you could come by my cabin at some point and train along side Gon. Getting your nen awoken is the first step.

She looks around the room. Shes right. This definitely isn’t the place for it. I’d probably go into hibernation if I stayed too long in here.

Hibernation covered in kitties... sounds heavenly.

[She picks up Charlotte, the calico, and pulls her in her arms while she watches them, rubbing her face against the purring kitten's.]

Are you guys gonna go, then? [There's a tinge of sadness in her voice like she'll miss the two of them.]

*killua’s gaze softens as it settles on alluka, cuddling forlornly with one of the room’s cats. the resolve he’d gathered doesn’t waver, but sets itself temporarily aside for something even more important.*

no, not yet.

*ears folding back, he moves to join her on the beanbag, heart still heavy with guilt over what must have happened to her in the beach room.*

i won’t leave until i’m sure you’re okay. biscuit, i can meet you at your cabin later.

Bisky smiles and nods. Then we will meet there. For now I’m going to see about some fresh air.

She walks to the door looking back at the pair. No more hiding things from the other got it? Don’t want a repeat of what happened.

She then leaves and makes her way down the hall.

Bye-bye, Bisky! Thank you for saving me!

[She moves closer to Killua and lays against him, putting her head on his shoulder. Charlotte crawls from her arms to Killua's, mewing in her little voice. It seems like Charlotte likes him just as much as Alluka does.]

So the same thing happened to you, big brother?

*after waving biscuit off, killua leans into alluka with a sigh, wrapping an arm around her back to hug her close. he scratches the cat in his lap idly, looking guiltily down at it as he speaks.*

yeah, to me and gon. i didn’t tell you because i didn’t want you to worry about us…

[At the news, Alluka pulls him in a tight hug, devastated that something so awful could happen to Killua.]

I'm so sorry, Oniichan..you don't deserve that. The monster, it... [Her voice goes low into a whisper.] It exposed me to Bisky.. s-she didn't say anything about it, but I could feel her eyes...

*killua gulps, remembering how the monster had left him with a conspicuous boner that, at the time, he had wanted to hide from gon. the shame that had coursed through him... he can only imagine how violated she felt, having her private parts put on display against her will. he rubs her back soothingly as he speaks.*

i’m sure biscuit didn’t mind… you’re both girls, anyway. but it’s okay to feel bad about it. you should never have to show anyone any part of yourself that you don’t want to. that’s for you to decide.

[You're both girls, anyway. It was true, but Alluka had a hard time revolting against the lack of self worth the Zoldycks imbued in her. She knew she wasn't the same as other girls, and it all boiled down to her parts.. Sometimes, she earnestly felt like a boy and a monster. At least Killua fully understood, or at least she assumed he still did.]

I wish I had the choice..I'm so embarrassed. I'm surprised she still cuddled me afterward, I just want to disappear..

*distraught to see her so traumatized, killua's voice breaks when he speaks.*

i'm so sorry it was taken from you...

*he pulls her to his chest, pressing her face into the front of his shirt so she can draw comfort from his heartbeat, even as it pounds with the guilt of not being able to prevent her pain. his hand rubs circles into her back, coaxing her to let her feelings out in words or tears, whatever she needs to do.*

we all just want you to be okay.

[Alluka feels a little guilty for bringing so much worry to her oniichan. The way his voice chokes up in her ear is heartwrenching. But the way he consoles her has her leaning on him for comfort, willing to confide in him.

I..I was so afraid that she'd think I'm just a weird, creepy... [A weird, creepy boy. but she can't bring herself to say it. The word changes into another.] m-monster. A-and..she would be afraid of me.

*killua’s heart aches at hearing her put herself down like this. he nuzzles his face affectionately in her hair, determined to prove her wrong.*

there’s nothing weird or creepy about you. you’re just you.

*he hugs her tighter in a protective embrace.*

the real monster is the one who made you feel like this.

Thank you, Oniichan.. I always feel so comfortable around you because I can just be me. It means a lot, really..

[Her tears soon dry up, but she's still sniffling.]

I was told I'd never be a good enough g-girl..and that I should just give up. Oniichan, do I make a good girl?

you are a good girl.

*he says it with fierce determination, pulling her back so he can look her in the eyes and prove how serious he is.*

actually, you’re the best girl there ever was.

*he can’t keep from flashing her a teary-eyed smile as he doubles down, trying his best to cheer her up with love and praise.*

that’s a fact.

[Gazing up into Killua's sapphire eyes, it's as if they pierced straight through to her beating heart. Her mouth slowly melts into a smile and she can't help but look content, like a rainbow over a lush meadow after spring showers. Her cheeks, like pink petals, are brushed with dew that's still drying.]

Am I really? If you're the one saying it, I can't help but believe it.. Did Oniichan know he was also the best boy too? And that the best boy gets..one of these for always making me feel better! ♡

[She cranes her neck up to steal a kiss from him.]

*killua watches her melt in his arms like putty, heart fluttering with the joy of being able to chase her tears away even in the worst of circumstances. he kisses her softly back, tasting the silvervine on her breath, and keeps their faces smushed together afterwards to bat his own damp eyelashes against hers.*

i’ll make sure no one ever makes you feel like that again. i promise.

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