Kitty Room (SFW&NSFW)

[biscuit_krueger]

 Bisky carefully lifted the girl onto her back and walked out of the beach room. Her arms securing the child’s legs. As she left the room her clothes seemed to snap back onto her as swiftly as they had left. She walked carefully whispering reassurances to Alluka as she went. Until she saw the door the girl spoke of. The door was open and she could her the soft meows of cats.

She entered the room, at first not noticing the ears and tail that appeared on her. Here we go, Alluka. This is a nice little safe space. Warm and cozy. 

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[devil_or_angle]

*after waving biscuit off, killua leans into alluka with a sigh, wrapping an arm around her back to hug her close. he scratches the cat in his lap idly, looking guiltily down at it as he speaks.*

yeah, to me and gon. i didn’t tell you because i didn’t want you to worry about us…

[awuka]

[At the news, Alluka pulls him in a tight hug, devastated that something so awful could happen to Killua.]

I'm so sorry, Oniichan..you don't deserve that. The monster, it... [Her voice goes low into a whisper.] It exposed me to Bisky.. s-she didn't say anything about it, but I could feel her eyes...

[devil_or_angle]

*killua gulps, remembering how the monster had left him with a conspicuous boner that, at the time, he had wanted to hide from gon. the shame that had coursed through him... he can only imagine how violated she felt, having her private parts put on display against her will. he rubs her back soothingly as he speaks.*

i’m sure biscuit didn’t mind… you’re both girls, anyway. but it’s okay to feel bad about it. you should never have to show anyone any part of yourself that you don’t want to. that’s for you to decide.

[awuka]

[You're both girls, anyway. It was true, but Alluka had a hard time revolting against the lack of self worth the Zoldycks imbued in her. She knew she wasn't the same as other girls, and it all boiled down to her parts.. Sometimes, she earnestly felt like a boy and a monster. At least Killua fully understood, or at least she assumed he still did.]

I wish I had the choice..I'm so embarrassed. I'm surprised she still cuddled me afterward, I just want to disappear..

[devil_or_angle]

*distraught to see her so traumatized, killua's voice breaks when he speaks.*

i'm so sorry it was taken from you...

*he pulls her to his chest, pressing her face into the front of his shirt so she can draw comfort from his heartbeat, even as it pounds with the guilt of not being able to prevent her pain. his hand rubs circles into her back, coaxing her to let her feelings out in words or tears, whatever she needs to do.*

we all just want you to be okay.

[awuka]

[Alluka feels a little guilty for bringing so much worry to her oniichan. The way his voice chokes up in her ear is heartwrenching. But the way he consoles her has her leaning on him for comfort, willing to confide in him.

I..I was so afraid that she'd think I'm just a weird, creepy... [A weird, creepy boy. but she can't bring herself to say it. The word changes into another.] m-monster. A-and..she would be afraid of me.

[devil_or_angle]

*killua’s heart aches at hearing her put herself down like this. he nuzzles his face affectionately in her hair, determined to prove her wrong.*

there’s nothing weird or creepy about you. you’re just you.

*he hugs her tighter in a protective embrace.*

the real monster is the one who made you feel like this.

[awuka]

Thank you, Oniichan.. I always feel so comfortable around you because I can just be me. It means a lot, really..

[Her tears soon dry up, but she's still sniffling.]

I was told I'd never be a good enough g-girl..and that I should just give up. Oniichan, do I make a good girl?

[devil_or_angle]

you are a good girl.

*he says it with fierce determination, pulling her back so he can look her in the eyes and prove how serious he is.*

actually, you’re the best girl there ever was.

*he can’t keep from flashing her a teary-eyed smile as he doubles down, trying his best to cheer her up with love and praise.*

that’s a fact.

[awuka]

[Gazing up into Killua's sapphire eyes, it's as if they pierced straight through to her beating heart. Her mouth slowly melts into a smile and she can't help but look content, like a rainbow over a lush meadow after spring showers. Her cheeks, like pink petals, are brushed with dew that's still drying.]

Am I really? If you're the one saying it, I can't help but believe it.. Did Oniichan know he was also the best boy too? And that the best boy gets..one of these for always making me feel better! ♡

[She cranes her neck up to steal a kiss from him.]

[devil_or_angle]

*killua watches her melt in his arms like putty, heart fluttering with the joy of being able to chase her tears away even in the worst of circumstances. he kisses her softly back, tasting the silvervine on her breath, and keeps their faces smushed together afterwards to bat his own damp eyelashes against hers.*

i’ll make sure no one ever makes you feel like that again. i promise.