[NSFW] future dildo touching room / the mall

[awuka]

[Enjoying her newfound freedom, Alluka decides to go to the first place she'd been meaning to check out--Hot Topic. Every so often, the choices would change, so she was hoping to find a new selection of options to add to her ever-expanding closet. Today, she was wearing the outfit Killua had picked for her the other day because she liked it so much. Her strawberry milk sweater was soft and fuzzy and warm like sunshine. Her denim overall skirt is smooth with textured brass buttons and a pouch on the front.

On the way there, she spots a familiar red silhouette in the distance and gets excited immediately. Alluka takes off immediately, running down the hall straight for him.

She halts just in front of him, her exertion audible in her voice.]

Pairo! Hi! What are you up to?

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[awuka]

Um, no. It like--

[She grimaces a little bit at Pairo's innocent face, but doesn't want to deny his curiosity. Messing with a blind person's perception of the world seemed crueler than simply letting him in on the secrets she knows.]

It goes..inside you. like this.

[Alluka takes Pairo's hand, manipulates it so that he's forming a loop with two fingers, and sticks her finger through.]

Pop. and then it's supposed to feel good..but, uh, this one wouldn't fit in either of us.

[phantom_memory]

pairo's eyes widen centimeter by centimeter as she explains, her tactile demonstration helping him conceptualize the fake penis' purpose. he gasps a little at the pop, the sensation of her finger slipping between his sending a strange shiver up his spine. his mouth opens dryly, forming the most pressing question on his mind.*

inside you... where?

[awuka]

[Pairo looks shocked. She remembers being surprised when she learned about stuff like this, too. She can't help but giggle at the scandal of saying the next words:]

In your butt! there's not really anywhere else for it to go, right? This must be for people with great big ones.

[phantom_memory]

*pairo covers his mouth with his free hand, the other squeezing hers in scandalized surprise.*

a-alluka!

*suddenly he's giggling too, so bewildered he can't help himself. slowly he lowers his hand from his face, pressing his thumb between two of his fingers in an imitation of what she'd done to his other hand.*

does that... really feel good?

[awuka]

[Her cheeks flare bright red at his question. At least he's still holding her hand and laughing too, putting her at more ease.]

Y-yeah, it does...um! I don't know how it is with bigger things though, only fingers.. it's weird at first. You gotta use something to make it all slippery!

[phantom_memory]

that makes sense... it might hurt otherwise...

*he's tempted to reach out and touch the thing again, boggling at how something that big could ever fit inside a person. but just as he's about to pull away from alluka, he suddenly grips her hand tighter in realization of what she's said.*

--wait, you've tried it?

[awuka]

Did I say that? Well...yeah, I did!

[She didn't want to say too much but she got carried away with bragging, anyway.]

If you do it, be careful, okay..? It kinda hurts at first..

[The thought of initiating Pairo, a cute, innocent boy, to this stuff does funky things to her heartbeat. But she's rarely ever thought of anyone other than Killua in a situation like that, so she feels a little guilty.]

[phantom_memory]

*pairo can't believe what she's saying, his cheeks burning with flustered heat at the thought of her doing something like that to herself, with the very fingers he's holding -- let alone the thought of doing it to himself.*

g-gosh...

*he can't help his curiosity, reaching out with both hands to touch the rubber penis on the shelf again, giving it an exploratory stroke before reaching over to the next one, a smaller and less detailed one. suddenly a thought occurs to him, one that should have been obvious but flips his stomach like his whole world's been turned upside down.*

do people ever... use a real penis...?

[awuka]

[Pairo's flustered face is breathtaking. She gets the sense that she's just opened a very important door for him. She doesn't know whether to be proud or to feel bad.

She watches Pairo, now controlled by curiosity, reach out and stroke the penises. She gulps and, as her tummy shifts, a familiar heat pools there. She ends up projecting onto the smaller one, so it's almost like she can feel Pairo touching her own.

It feels surreal. These toys have such a weird psychological power over her, making her crimson with desire all the same as a real one.]

M-Mhm. I got really close to doing it once..

[phantom_memory]

*pairo's curiosity momentarily gets the better of him and he blurts out,* with whose? *before he realizes how wildly inappropriate that is and covers his mouth again, letting go of the objects on the shelves.* n-nevermind, that's probably personal...

*a picture of a penis, a sculpture of one, that could be funny. but talk of real, actual penises should be kept private! they're private parts, after all.*

my apologies...

[awuka]

[Pairo's question digs a little too deep and she throws her hands up with a crimson face. She's thankful when he retracts it, regaining her composure.]

It's okay, Pairo. I know boys like you are sometimes curious about girls like me...I'm not mad or anything!

[phantom_memory]

*more embarrassed than ever, pairo holds his hands rigid at his sides, ducking his head to her apologetically.*

sorry, it's just, this is all just so new to me...

*he shakes his head incredulously, then lets out a bittersweet little laugh.*

i guess i really did live a sheltered life back home...

[awuka]

I mean..I'm not against answering your questions if anything I say helps you! I was sheltered too until I started learning from books. Maybe I could even lend you one?

[Could she? She didn't want to lose any of her books, but maybe they'd help him? The information in them is often dubious in favor of romanticism and fetishism, but she doesn't know that.]

[phantom_memory]

*pairo's head snaps up, his eyes wide.* you have books about this?

*he's shocked, but intrigued. however, knowledge from books doesn't exactly come easily to him. his head sags again, his face flushing brilliantly as he admits,*

well, y-you'd have to read them to me...

[awuka]

Oh, you're blind! I'm sorry, I forgot..

[She curses herself for forgetting! Forgetting him and reminding him of what he is constantly. It must get so old.]

I've read them with another person before, so that wouldn't be too scary...I think.

[She pats Pairo on the head.]

Umm..do you want to look at anything else in here?

[She realizes he's at her mercy. While it's embarrassing, she's gotta be a good big sister and give him access to whatever he wants to touch, if he's still curious.]

[phantom_memory]

*pairo doesn't mind her blunder, smiling good-naturedly as she pats him on the head. it was an honest mistake, one that he expects from someone who didn't grow up around him.*

i think... i've had enough for now. *he folds his hands behind his back, his mind whirling with all he's already learned.* let's keep looking for the camera!

[awuka]

Okay! Before we do that, I think I'm gonna grab something.

[Alluka takes one of the free black bags and grabs a toy she's been eyeing that looks like a perfect recreation of her brother. She deposits it and the lube into the bag, obscuring them from view. Then she returns to Pairo and holds his hand.]

Ready?

[phantom_memory]

y-yeah...

*pairo's face flushes as he listens to her sweep something off the shelf and into a bag with a rustle of plastic, both wondering what she grabbed and pointedly not invading her privacy as he stares down at his feet, walking mechanically out of the store with her.*

[awuka]

[As it turns out, the store with the cameras was right next to the "toy" store. However, it had an obscure and misleading signage that almost made them skip it. Alluka finally gets those pictures of Pairo she wanted and when they're done, she shows him excitedly.

Their trip to the mall is fun and fruitful. Alluka even managed to find a scrapbook at the store to put all her pictures in! At the end of their trip, they meet outside the mall.]

Hey, Pairo. I'm gonna figure out how to get these printed out next time I go out. Come to my room later, okay?

[phantom_memory]

*pairo is relieved when they find the actual camera store, happy to pose for her pictures and even attempt to take a few himself even though he can barely see the blurry images on the screen. when the day is done, he smiles his way out of the mall and parts ways with alluka there, only realizing once he's walked all the way back to kurapika's cabin that he has no idea where hers is. he'll have to ask for help finding it if he ever wants to find out what's in those books she has.