[NSFW] future dildo touching room / the mall

[awuka]

[Enjoying her newfound freedom, Alluka decides to go to the first place she'd been meaning to check out--Hot Topic. Every so often, the choices would change, so she was hoping to find a new selection of options to add to her ever-expanding closet. Today, she was wearing the outfit Killua had picked for her the other day because she liked it so much. Her strawberry milk sweater was soft and fuzzy and warm like sunshine. Her denim overall skirt is smooth with textured brass buttons and a pouch on the front.

On the way there, she spots a familiar red silhouette in the distance and gets excited immediately. Alluka takes off immediately, running down the hall straight for him.

She halts just in front of him, her exertion audible in her voice.]

Pairo! Hi! What are you up to?

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[phantom_memory]

a picture?

*he assumes she must mean a photograph, something he's heard of but never seen, and not just because of his damaged eyes.*

what could you use to take one?

[awuka]

A camera, of course! But I don't have one... a camera room would be so great, wouldn't it?

[phantom_memory]

*pairo tilts his head, brow furrowed in thought.* are there any other stores here? maybe we can find one...

[awuka]

There are lots of stores! I haven't seen any besides this one, though. Wanna go right now?

[She's smiling, excited about spending her afternoon with her adopted sibling.]

[phantom_memory]

sure! *he's so excited by the prospect of exploring that he immediately takes an eager, fumbling step forward and has to catch himself on her arm when he suddenly realizes he's forgotten something.*

oh, let me go get my clothes first.

*straightening himself back up, he walks back into the fitting room and gathers his clothes, folding them over one arm before rejoining alluka.* lead the way!

[awuka]

Woah, be careful Pairo!

[She's surprised, but she smiles when he grabs her arm. This is what being needed feels like. It's significant because of how different it is to how being needed by Killua feels. Killua doesn't typically need her protection on his own. He wasn't a bumbling and clumsy child, but an absurdly and unfairly powerful one with razor sharp precision in his every movement, even his breaths. Now that Alluka thinks about it, she's unfairly powerful too, putting her in a position of extra-responsibility over Pairo. She wants to introduce Pairo to Nanika sometime and spoil him like a proper big sister should.]

Here, take my hand.

[She interlocks their hands and squeezes his, enjoying his warmth on her bare skin yet again. Alluka giggles airily at the thought of how much she must look like Killua now, the person she looks up to the most.]

[phantom_memory]

*as alluka's fingers entwine with his, pairo finds himself blushing again, glancing up at her with a bashful smile.*

thanks...

*he never wants to be treated like he's incompetent -- despite his disabilities, he can take care of himself -- but somehow alluka's fussing doesn't feel patronizing as much as warmly protective. it's not quite like kurapika, who always treated him like his equal; it almost reminds him of his mother, bound to him by a sense of responsibility and love. is this what having a big sibling is like?*

[awuka]

Mhm! Now, let's go find a camera!

[She takes him out of the store and window-browses the stores. Clothing and food make up the bulk of the stores, but there are toy and candy stores too. Alluka spots a store with no windows and a pink neon sign in cursive that spells "Cumshots ♡." She turns and points even though Pairo can't see.]

"Cumshots.." That might be it!

[phantom_memory]

*pairo squints up at the shop as they approach, seeing nothing but a piercing blur of pink light.* cumshots? *he repeats in a dubious tone, unsure what that name could imply. his nose wrinkles with uncertainty.* are you sure?

[awuka]

[She's unsure herself, but they'll never know unless they look!]

I don't know..I mean, it has shot in the name! We'd better check it anyway.

[She takes him through the door. It takes her a while to fully adjust to what she sees inside, in which case she tugs on pairo nervously.]

Nevermind, this isn't it...let's go.

[A diverse selection of phallic objects line the walls, making Alluka gulp thickly. All around her are dicks at every height-- thick, veiny ones in all colors. Some small and pink like Killua's, and some big and dark. She had never seen an adult's penis before, so the sizes are shocking to her.]

[phantom_memory]

i guess...

*still unconvinced, he follows her inside, squinting to make out anything in the dim lighting of the store. his heart skips when she suddenly changes her mind, worried that they're in some kind of danger.*

what? what's in here?

*he reaches out to the nearest shelf and curls his fingers loosely around one of the rubbery objects sitting on it, unable to wrap them all the way around the hefty, tube-like shape. brow furrowing, he runs his hand down to its base, where it swells into two round, wrinkled orbs, much like a massive pair of...*

...oh.

[awuka]

Well, it's- ummm-

[She flushes, not knowing what to say. She attempts to pull him away from the shelf but before she can, he starts groping the big, throbbing cock on display.]

Pairo! That's a-- a penis!

[She's curious. It looks so..big, with thick, bulging veins and huge testicles. It's a tan color, looking nothing like Killua's. She kind of wants to touch it too..]

[phantom_memory]

*even though he’s already well aware what it is from his thorough examination, he suddenly snatches his hand away from it at her exclamation, a deep flush spreading over his face.*

i-i know! but — why?!

[awuka]

[She remembers the toys she saw the boys use in her mangas and averts her gaze from Pairo. She didn't know the word "cum" because she's only seen words like "seed" and "ejaculate" used to refer to the sticky substance.]

Um... uh...I think it's for, umm, personal use... this whole store is full of these...toys...

[She spots a shelf full of what looks like clear soap dispensers and tilts her head, confused. When she looks closer, she sees the word "lubricant" on the label. She immediately realizes what it is and recognizes that it's something she so desperately needs to do the kind of stuff with Killua she wants. She quietly pockets one of the bottles, hoping Pairo really can't see her acquisition.]

[phantom_memory]

personal... use?

*pairo is completely baffled, clasping his fingers open and closed anxiously like they need to be washed. the only use he can think of for these would be peeing, but why would you need a rubber mold of a penis when you already have one?*

is it... like a prosthetic...?

[awuka]

Um, no. It like--

[She grimaces a little bit at Pairo's innocent face, but doesn't want to deny his curiosity. Messing with a blind person's perception of the world seemed crueler than simply letting him in on the secrets she knows.]

It goes..inside you. like this.

[Alluka takes Pairo's hand, manipulates it so that he's forming a loop with two fingers, and sticks her finger through.]

Pop. and then it's supposed to feel good..but, uh, this one wouldn't fit in either of us.

[phantom_memory]

pairo's eyes widen centimeter by centimeter as she explains, her tactile demonstration helping him conceptualize the fake penis' purpose. he gasps a little at the pop, the sensation of her finger slipping between his sending a strange shiver up his spine. his mouth opens dryly, forming the most pressing question on his mind.*

inside you... where?

[awuka]

[Pairo looks shocked. She remembers being surprised when she learned about stuff like this, too. She can't help but giggle at the scandal of saying the next words:]

In your butt! there's not really anywhere else for it to go, right? This must be for people with great big ones.

[phantom_memory]

*pairo covers his mouth with his free hand, the other squeezing hers in scandalized surprise.*

a-alluka!

*suddenly he's giggling too, so bewildered he can't help himself. slowly he lowers his hand from his face, pressing his thumb between two of his fingers in an imitation of what she'd done to his other hand.*

does that... really feel good?

[awuka]

[Her cheeks flare bright red at his question. At least he's still holding her hand and laughing too, putting her at more ease.]

Y-yeah, it does...um! I don't know how it is with bigger things though, only fingers.. it's weird at first. You gotta use something to make it all slippery!

[phantom_memory]

that makes sense... it might hurt otherwise...

*he's tempted to reach out and touch the thing again, boggling at how something that big could ever fit inside a person. but just as he's about to pull away from alluka, he suddenly grips her hand tighter in realization of what she's said.*

--wait, you've tried it?

[awuka]

Did I say that? Well...yeah, I did!

[She didn't want to say too much but she got carried away with bragging, anyway.]

If you do it, be careful, okay..? It kinda hurts at first..

[The thought of initiating Pairo, a cute, innocent boy, to this stuff does funky things to her heartbeat. But she's rarely ever thought of anyone other than Killua in a situation like that, so she feels a little guilty.]

[phantom_memory]

*pairo can't believe what she's saying, his cheeks burning with flustered heat at the thought of her doing something like that to herself, with the very fingers he's holding -- let alone the thought of doing it to himself.*

g-gosh...

*he can't help his curiosity, reaching out with both hands to touch the rubber penis on the shelf again, giving it an exploratory stroke before reaching over to the next one, a smaller and less detailed one. suddenly a thought occurs to him, one that should have been obvious but flips his stomach like his whole world's been turned upside down.*

do people ever... use a real penis...?

[awuka]

[Pairo's flustered face is breathtaking. She gets the sense that she's just opened a very important door for him. She doesn't know whether to be proud or to feel bad.

She watches Pairo, now controlled by curiosity, reach out and stroke the penises. She gulps and, as her tummy shifts, a familiar heat pools there. She ends up projecting onto the smaller one, so it's almost like she can feel Pairo touching her own.

It feels surreal. These toys have such a weird psychological power over her, making her crimson with desire all the same as a real one.]

M-Mhm. I got really close to doing it once..

[phantom_memory]

*pairo's curiosity momentarily gets the better of him and he blurts out,* with whose? *before he realizes how wildly inappropriate that is and covers his mouth again, letting go of the objects on the shelves.* n-nevermind, that's probably personal...

*a picture of a penis, a sculpture of one, that could be funny. but talk of real, actual penises should be kept private! they're private parts, after all.*

my apologies...